I won't say I have been hiding, because I haven't. 26th February was a while ago now, and part of me thinks that the space of time from then to now should have been filled and there were opportunities where it could have been, but I wasn't inspired to write. Inspiration has brought me here to today.
People say that inspiration can just come from the mind of any area of subject but I feel the power of inspiration can not just come from within yourself but subconscious help from another person and the help of magic of the Arts. I suppose that Sciences and Philosophy could blossom into inspiration but that is not important to me. I am a creative soul. I breathe the art of song, the lyrics are my conversation, my feelings and self expression, dance is my ability to move and discover the world and photography is my escape for the yearning of freedom and independence that I significantly need to feel a balance in myself. Without these elements I would feel claustrophobic, suffocated and lost. I would feel no purpose.
I feel like I have been floating, drifting in and out of possible inspiration, getting me close to my dream of being a Photographer. This has been since February. Now, finished with college and I can really begin with my future orientated way approach to life because the future is now. I was getting down and being a recluse to the world because I just wanted to get somewhere. All I would do on my blog posts would be complain that I wasn't inspired and that was the only reason I had something to write about, because I had done nothing. I wanted to be ready for university with some inspiration to believe I had something to work on a head start. I had no subject. I had no focus. Back in January in my second interview at The University of West London there was no story about the pieces of photography I had put in. "They were experimental", I would say to pretty much each one, but what got me a conditional offer was my passion and determination in this subject even though they thought I wasn't up to scratch. But seriously?! I have to start somewhere, I'm not going to be amazing just yet. Just decent enough.
I want to work with people in my Photography career. To capture couples special wedding day, family portraits and do tasks for people because I enjoy it so much. I hadn't yet come across anyone who was interested in having their photo done so I stuck to the silence of nature and landscapes and the natural patience nature has was a good beginner. Imagine trying to take a picture of someone and they get all hot headed about things because the photographer is still working out how to use the more complex techniques with the camera. I'm getting there, still a little intimidated by the flicks and switches but I'm building some strength up and saying I can do this.
I went to Devon again over the last week and took some landscape pictures but not many - I wasn't inspired. I had already uploaded the last visit to Flickr and created a blog post but when I got back I had a task at hand; To edit some photos, and this is where my inspiration and drive for photography recovered. A good friend of mine is another creative soul with deep interest and aspiration into the Performing Arts. One the many passions of his; to model has taken me by storm to use my freedom and self expressive imagination to create a scenes of what I like to think is the concept of an idealist coming to life. Fantasy and out of this world situations that a viewer can look for a few moments and connect with the thoughts and mind of the artist. And I have been inspired. So thank you.
A photo can be anything. But all photos, no matter how busy the scene is they are still blank canvases and it is rare that once they are taken they are complete. The photos in magazines and photographers portfolios and so on are enhanced. Mostly because, to me the orginal photo is the surface but the deeper you go with enhancing the more you find what the image is trying to say. I seemed to find that when editing these photos and helping someone achieve their own goals makes feel a whole world of good too. I am not taking full credit for these photos because I didn't take them I would say it would be more of a 25% editing and 75% the original composition.
I feel secure in saying my Photography journey can now continue to an ever better future...
I love how passionate you are about photography. I think anyone with a real and true passion is already halfway to succeeding - like you said, hard work is needed too but as long as you really love what you do, you'll get there, and it's quite obvious that you love photography. Just as well, since you're really talented at it and I think you're going to have a great career in it. :) xx
ReplyDeleteAw you sweetie, thanks :) I'm sure you will find a great career in the world of English and Languages. I watched your video on youtube of the Danish cover. I was impressed :) xx
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