Sunday, 15 April 2012

Birthday Weekend...

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Excitement is the word that creeps into mind when I think about Birthdays. I don't know about you, but my life certainly revolves around it, regardless of the obvious, but it is always the main thing I look forward to about my year. It's not about growing old for me that I find so exciting, however I enjoy life to the brim whenever possible, but is more the fact it is a day about celebrating yourself, no matter who you are. It's a day where people appreciate you and you can do whatever you want to, within reason. It is a simply exciting  time and a chance to improve yourself if you ever feel the need to.
Now onto the photography aspect. 
This month has revolved around food and I am one of those people who really likes food, hunger is not an option, I have got to eat. I have been a bit cringy as I upload my meals day to day and sometimes I wonder why I'm doing something that would usually be quite personal and hidden away, only my household and I would see, but I have really gotten into enjoying what I have been capturing this week. I also took the liberty to go photography crazy, as I should do at such a cheerful time of year. 
And in addition my weekly slideshow as follows, concluding with birthday cake(s).
Enjoy!



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Thursday, 5 April 2012

The appropriation of beauty...

The Appropriation Task
April 2012
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder they say.  I couldn't agree more. Think about the beautiful faces that we see all over the media but the thing is, they all look very different and so are we, the normal average people. People are unique.

I love incorporating my interests in my photography. Why shouldn't I? I mean isn't that what it is all about, and what makes my photography personal to me? As part of my Experimental Approaches to Photography module at University I have looked at Blind Photography and Pinhole Cameras. I have recently been looking at Appropriation.

Now, what is that you say? Well for those who are unsure of the term, it is something that the majority of people do all the time: Steal images. We may be tagged in a picture on Facebook and save it to our own computers and even more so, we may want to edit that picture in black and white to make it more artsy or even recording a cover of a favourite singer and placing it on YouTube. That is Appropriation on a larger scale beyond the Arts but you get the idea.

Appropriation plays a part when researching images for educational purposes for sketchbooks and things like I have to do. At University Level we now have to reference the artists name to show that the work we put in isn't ours. If we don't say, then the examiners will discard any belief that someone else created it, even if it is a famous artwork. It was funny to be told that we had to Appropriate an image and strangely enough it is something that should be so effortless and easy but I found it quite hard to think of something to Appropriate.

So here we are full circle, or where I began this post - Beauty.
My inspiration of this came from  Jochim Scmid and John Stezaker, two famous Appropriationists.

From this, I thought of people and looks and people that I admire. Identity and insecurity are things that crop up in the mind of a young woman leaving behind her teenage years to blossom into the real world. Males and  females feel insecure during their teenage lives but I know from women, particularly they look at other woman and wish they had their eyes or chin or body because they hate a feature of their own. I have only felt a mild case of this so I haven't felt too affected. I have picked four of my favourite beauties for my Appropriation task I have put together a face that includes some of their best features to show that if a woman was to have a feature of another woman, it wouldn't suit them and it wouldn't be right. What I am saying is, that we should be happy in own skin and I'm not excluded the men out there either. In addition, I would like to point out that the beauty I have picked out may contrast with your own views and that is perfectly fine.

The image at the top is my result. I have highlighted beauty in hair colour, beauty in the eyes, nose, lips and even though thats how far I have gone here, but beauty continues to go down further, right through to your fingertips and to your toes.

Now, would you say that picture is beautiful?
I would say somewhat yes but somewhat no. When I think of the definition of ultimate beauty the is symmetry and proportion of face but the little things that are out of proportion can still make a face beautiful. The same sized eyes, nose and mouth would look a bit odd wouldn't it? I don't think we should worry about the beauty that is photographed these days because in fact what you see is probably not what they look like underneath. Forget airbrushed perfect photos, we are all imperfect in someway but confidence is accepting our flaws but learning to feel happy with it.

And these are the images I used:

(hair)
Alison Sudol
A Fine Frenzy
















(eyes)
Hilarie Burton
One Tree Hill












(nose)
Anne Hathaway
Devil Wears Prada













(lips)
Taylor Swift














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Tuesday, 13 March 2012

My First Pinhole Camera...

Pinhole Camera
- Drinks can + black tape
Had a very exciting day working with Pinhole cameras. I have never used one before, as I didn't do Photography during college. There are many ways to make a pinhole camera. One way is using a box but I got introduced to using a beer can; removing the lid, creating a paper lid using black card and tape, then piercing a pin through the middle one of the sides of the can before inserting light sensitive paper inside. 

It may sound a bit odd, but the using 5X7 paper gave the pictures a distorted artistic effect. 

NOTE: The lid has to be light tight. Wrap as much black tape around as possible and make sure you can activate the shutter using a few layer of tape you can lift up and down. Also make sure that you leave a gap where the hole is, or you get examples of a photo of the hole. 


Attempt 1 
(paper covering pinhole)
wrong


Attempt 2 
(paper covering pinhole with
chemical effect)
wrong



Attempt 3
(Appropriate Negative)
correct



Negative to Positive
correct

I didn't use any film for this exercise as the light shined onto the paper that instantly created a negative. To transform it into a positive image, the negative print had to be developed and dried before getting another sheet of paper and placing it emulsion side up to the emulsion side of the negative (the side with the neg - usually glossy) and then exposing it on the enlarger for the appropriate time. 

Sunday, 4 March 2012

The Spring Awakening...
















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Friday, 2 March 2012

Blind Photography


February 2012
Blind Photography


I followed the voice of this friend as she lead me here and there and I felt totally disorientated. Everything felt opposite. I heard some geese and instead of thinking, I am by the river, I imagined myself to be on the other side of the Greene by a hedge and play park...

I mentioned last week about a Blind photography assignment that I have been working on at University. On Saturday I went down by the river with a friend of mine and used my scarf as a blind fold and had a go at this wacky mad task. Trust me, it didn't help that I was drawing enough attention to myself without vision but I was also wearing bright red trousers. Thought through? Not really.

So to recap; Why am I doing this?

Well if you missed the previous post on this subject, then I shall explain now that as Photographers, we rely very much on what we see. It is what helps us decide what we want to capture with our cameras and importantly; How much light is falling on the subject matter?

After a class discussion on Monday, our lecturer was asking us if there were any patterns that came out from the pictures. I for one got lots of sky and very angled horizons, while others captured subjects that they wouldn't have had the confidence too if they could see. One example was of a fairly close up cyclist where she used flash at night and it worked really well.




Part 2 of this project is a chosen blind photo that shall be replicated in style such as if I chose the wonky horizontal line picture then I would have to take photos with wonky horizons, purposefully with my eyes open. Shall be interesting.


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Saturday, 25 February 2012

A photographic pep talk...

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I need to be realistic and really face the facts about life.

I created this blog to reflect on my journey as a growing photographer but throughout my whole life I have always been a perfectionist. You get different types, some that are never perfect with the final result and some who want something to be perfect straight away and set extremely high standards on oneself that they are disappointed when things don't turn out the way they want or if they don't turn out 'perfect' quick enough. Maybe that is just called impatience. I strive so hard for my work and I know in a ideal world that I wouldn't have too because it would just be so easy. I sometimes wish life was like that though.

Now in Semester 2 at University, the experimenting and developing skills has really set foot and I am struggling with this. I hate seeing myself fail and if I do, it is not failure to a person, I feel a failure to myself and probably punish myself too much for it. Todays event has happened to me once before when I processed my film and it came out clear, which meant that I took no exposures at all. Do you have any idea how heartbreaking that is when it is for a project and you have friends involved who are looking forward to seeing what you have taken? Then you have to start from square one and that feels like a waste of time. Most days I am an optimist and I never say that things are waste of time and it is all about learning and I guess I am being ironic.

I have been very busy at University this week with the first session in the studio and working in groups to build up a set and work with the lights. I found this extremely overwhelming and wondering how on earth I will achieve this and also the confidence of learning how to direct people. For someone who likes to be in the drivers seat and in control, I find communicating someone to pose in a certain way difficult. I just need to remember that I am only in my first year at University and I am still being introduced to techniques and that they probably will seem hard and scary to begin with. As an adult now, I am brushing aside my idealist thoughts and I think rather than struggling with techniques, I am struggling with the fact that reality is not all airy fairy like it has been in my head for nineteen years. I am growing up and I am in the real world. It's time I truly understand this if I want to achieve and be prepared for any set backs and blocks that get in my way. It's time I pick myself up and get on with my life. Most importantly; my photography.

Friday, 17 February 2012

Matty ALN, Londons Natural History and Photography...

Natural History Museum, London
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Natural History Museum, London
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Natural History Museum, London
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Natural History Museum, London
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Natural History Museum, London
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South Kensington - London Undergound
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I had an exciting adventurous day out yesterday in London. 
At the start of the day I was wondering what photography exhibition was doing at the Natural History Museum as there was really no clue in the name. I picked a silly day to visit this prestigious place as it was Half Term; there was children everywhere and as much as I love them to bits; the que to get in was an hour. It wasn't too bad, I suppose, as I remember visiting the NHM in my school holidays which is scary to think that was ten years ago.

Yesterday I visited the Veolia Environment Wildlife Photographer of the Year 2012 exhibit to get inspired for a review I have to write for one of my modules at University. Many people said this one was popular and I wanted to stray away from it so I wouldn't be writing about what everyone else is claiming to write about too. Though I am not planning to write my review now, I can't help but share a few opinions that I could use as a draft perhaps. It was really fantastic. Photographers of all ages, even ones under the age of 10 were photographing at such professional standard it could only make your jaw drop. Though I am not interested in wildlife photography as such, there was such finite detail in all the images that everyone could enjoy and not just those who are interested in the Photography field. 

If you are in the area, I guarantee you take a look while you can. See if for yourself:


Today I explore with coloured film on my 35mm camera for the first time and truly getting to grips with the Aperture and Shutter speed relationship. 

Wish me luck.